Kiz ([info]reds_under_beds) wrote,
2005-08-11 18:11:00
Oh dear, with my last entry..the quiz thing? I've been quite busy..and not feeling particularly enthusiastic about doing them now..the wave of it has passed so i won't..unless you really push the issue. I bet you did it just to spite me, teach me never to put those sort of things on my lj.

I feel psychotically bored, and seem to be avoiding chemistry like the plague, so much so that i'm feeling practically excited about calculus instead of doing it. Nothing interesting seems to be interesting, not even people particularly. Just..feel like i'm sitting looking at a blank wall 24 hours a day.

I don't know what could slap me out of this apathy and boredom. Don't suggest religion or men. Or i will kill you. I feel like..doing something thoughtless again. Not stupid, just something that doesn't need me to analyse it.

So bored i may die suddenly as my brain/heart/lungs get so bored they forget what they're supposed to do.
Comment to entertain me/cheer me up/prevent spontaneous death by boredom?

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[info]crackling

August 11 2005, 08:38:31 UTC 6 years ago

Calculus IS fun. Really.

I will find you more upbeat music from within my (depleted) stores, if you find me a girl with short hair and freckles who also likes girls (v. important bit) and isn't a bitch or a pretentious ho. Wow, aren't I picky. Even so, will still make up a CD for you.

PS don't forget our Mr SocTeacher is Awesome Party tomorrow.

♥

[info]reds_under_beds

August 11 2005, 08:43:19 UTC 6 years ago

Thankyou so much, I'm still bored, but the unhappiness is growing.
I don't want a full blown emotard attack, or else everyone on lj will have to suffer the angsty existentialist whining that accompanies it.

Urgh. I've actually considered going to the counsellor. I know. Sure I laughed at myself and dismissed the pure idiocy of the idea, i mean OUR counsellor, and a school counsellor at all, then even any sort of a counsellor at that.

Who knows. I just feel like i need someone intelligent, 'wise' sort of, who'll listen, understand, not just dismiss it as whining, or be overly bored about it, and help me sort it out, who i trust. BLOODY FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE.

It's about as likely as me ever seeing the careers advisor. Edit; As likely as the Careers Advisor actually existing.

[info]crackling

August 11 2005, 08:51:11 UTC 6 years ago

I really wouldn't suggest the school counsellor, because I've heard she isn't all that crash hot. Are there any other teachers/adults you can trust? Ish? You still have us you know. And if worse comes to worse, there's always those helpines.

Mr SocTeacher IS our careers advisor, all things considered.

[info]reds_under_beds

August 11 2005, 08:56:19 UTC 6 years ago

hahaha
That's so true. i realised, the best person i can think of to talk to is our Soc. teacher, yet it would be so odd at the same time. Not about careers even, he's just such a nice, understanding man.

Adults and I aren't exactly, er. confiding, trust sort of relationships. I'm either distantly polite and disinterested or else make jokes and am uncomfortable at the mere thought of a serious conversation. So no.

Of course you guys, i just feel sometimes, there's nothing you can say to help most of the time, and no one likes to hear the same troubles over and over again.

[info]crackling

August 11 2005, 09:11:14 UTC 6 years ago

I want one of him as my best friends when I'm old and having existential crises in my dead-end job. Um. So no adults, you feel uncomfortable telling us your troubles EVEN THOUGH WE CARE and suck at advice, I really think it might help if there were some sort of trainee therapist closer to our age so you don't get whoa!Adult-y.

[info]reds_under_beds

August 11 2005, 10:03:31 UTC 6 years ago

So do i, he's the bomb. I refuse to believe there is anyone our age who will turn out as cool as he is, in man form i mean. We're destined to our mid-life crises and dissatisfaction with life.

Lol. who knows. I just don't like the idea of unloading my problems onto people because i'm sure they either don't care, find it irritating and boring, find me pathetic, or else just get sick of it, can't do anything about it and find it annoying to be around me when i'm sad or moody all the time. Which just serves to make me more moody and angry. phew. sucks.

[info]sincerely_rolf

August 11 2005, 10:32:56 UTC 6 years ago

wow who's this cool man?

[info]muchspork

August 11 2005, 13:00:50 UTC 6 years ago

omigod. i am TOTALLY like a responsible adult. unload ur problems onto me. i shall be strong. for u kiri. *dramatic music*.

no i have NOT had coffee. it was tea. stong tea. mixed with coffee. *hangs head in shame*

[info]chestylaroo_

August 11 2005, 10:22:38 UTC 6 years ago

You should go to my counsellor, she's good.

[info]reds_under_beds

August 11 2005, 12:04:42 UTC 6 years ago

I don't like the idea of talking about it to a 'counsellor' it would just make it seem to me as if i'd failed at something. That and it would involve my parents being aware of my unhappiness, something i'm not really prepared to allow.
but thanks.

[info]shuesbella

August 11 2005, 09:20:54 UTC 6 years ago

Ok firstly
You are charismatic and awesomely memorable, so you should have no trouble finding interesting people, because you are interesting.
Secondly
Guys are crap, and even when they try really really hard not to be crap, they'll do this weird unconscious something, to be crap.
Moral of the story: Join a cult. fun never-ending. Afterall.. it's not really a religion? more a way of life :P:P

[info]crackling

August 11 2005, 09:30:04 UTC 6 years ago

Everytime I see your icon, I want to smile. Also, cults are awesome.

[info]reds_under_beds

August 11 2005, 09:57:16 UTC 6 years ago

hahahaha
'Even when they try really hard not to be crap they'll do this weird unconscious thing or something, to be crap. '

Oh you make me laugh my dear.

Cult eh? It's tempting. I just wish it were the middle of the summer holidays and we could all go to the beach, or go snorkelling or just sleeping and reading in the sun with friends, and nice music. and food.

Nothing else. It's not too much to ask is it?

[info]andwheream_i

August 11 2005, 09:46:45 UTC 6 years ago

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[info]reds_under_beds

August 11 2005, 09:58:21 UTC 6 years ago

hahaha

Oh thanks, that made me laugh. Surfing. God, those glasses, lol. I'm just terrible when it comes to sunglasses.

Still, that pics hilarious. Thanks, i mean it.

[info]andwheream_i

August 11 2005, 09:59:39 UTC 6 years ago

*sigh* the memories

NB: will find you an AWESOME pair of sunnies.

[info]sincerely_rolf

August 11 2005, 10:44:36 UTC 6 years ago

HEYY KIRII!!!!!

Why don't you play games for a while before getting to some work?

Note: This solution could be only effective for myself.

Solitaire's always good.

Here's a few other games online:
-> http://www.islandflave.com/games/iq-game/
-> http://users.skynet.be/tiekenei/games/puzzle/river/river.htm - REALLY FUN IQ GAME.
-> http://www.girlscoutcookiesabc.com/forgirls/games/cookieiq.asp

enjoy yourself

love you,
nancy

[info]muchspork

August 11 2005, 13:09:01 UTC 6 years ago

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does happy hum make u laugh? im bad at this stuff. *MASSIVE HUG*
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